December 2011
1 post
When. . .
When will it stop hurting to love you?
September 2011
1 post
I love you with all my heart… I still wonder why I love you so much. Sometimes, I wish I had never met you at all. Selfish as it may be but, then I wouldn’t cry for you anymore.
June 2011
1 post
Ouch! →
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Styles of Distorted Thinking
Filtering: You take the negative details and magnify them while filtering out all positive aspects of a situation.
Polarized Thinking: Things are black or white, good or bad. You have to be perfect or you’re a failure. There is no middle ground.
Overgeneralization: You come to a general conclusion based on a single incident or piece of evidence. If...
May 2011
40 posts
Fin.
Everything comes to an end.
Sad, that this had to.
Sick.
Of wearing a fucking mask… I can’t pretend much longer.
.
Oh, happy little place… Where are you?
If I weren't scared of an overdose. . .
I’d take as many pills as was needed, to make me not feel this anymore.
Unfortunately, I’m stuck feeling this way with only a partial opiate overlay…
It’s just not good enough. It’s just not doing the trick.
Beauty comes in many forms.
What do you find to be most beautiful, and inspiring in the world around you?
Isolation.
Completely out of it. Utter confusion.
I need to avoid the world today…
I can’t allow anyone to be around me, or try to connect with me…
…I can’t even connect with me…
Not okay...
Not today.
Undeserving.
…
Lost…
Wtf.
There is no explanation...
For the amount of fear in my heart right now…
This is not.
Cat and mouse.
The clock is straining to see noon and the day is...
Help…
This year July has 5 Fridays, 5 Saturdays and 5...
Money.
Lol.
:].
England, we will see your wedding. And raise you a funeral.
April 2011
20 posts
Im not...
Your fucking play thing…
Quit.
Just fucking quit.
“Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won’t...”
– Louise Erdrich (The Painted Drum)